I found my grandfather who had passed away decades ago on the couch sitting in his own urine. We were at a party and my mom was giving raw chicken and other ingredients as a gift to her friend. She was really excited to share this gift. The gift recipient friend was squeezing the bags of chicken and an accordion sound was coming from her doing that to the bag of chicken. Then I left for some reason and was walking by my childhood home. It had cracks in the glass and I was worried like it was going to crack more and the windows would break. I walked back by the house and it looked like someone had used a bat to hit the glass and I was worried it would shatter and it was in the city, so I was suspicious of if it was intentional vandalism. I go back into the home where the party is happening. I see my grandfather is still sitting in a puddle of his own urine on the couch. I start screaming and sobbing. I begin to yell and ask if anyone knew this. I was upset no one wanted to deal with changing his diaper and that they were all avoiding it. I was scared to do it myself. I am very skilled at a diaper change, but he was going to be so heavy and how would I clean the puddle and I was so worried, but it had to be done. I changed the diaper and I held him so close because he turned into a baby and was so easy to hold and snuggle. Now I was with a baby wrapped clean, but wet like it had just been born and in a diaper. I started bringing the baby around and showing everyone at the party telling them that I changed my grandfather's diaper and look how good the reward is. He is so happy and taken care Of. I feel Joy. Then me and the partygoers started arguing about a fictional place called Palagae and could not decide where we had heard it before or what game, movie or tv show we knew it from. Then the dream ended.
Dreams can be complex and have many different symbols and meanings. In this dream, the presence of your deceased grandfather may represent unresolved emotions or connections with him. Finding him sitting in his own urine may symbolize feelings of neglect or abandonment, as well as the distress caused by seeing someone you love in a vulnerable state.
The party setting and your mother giving raw chicken as a gift could reflect a sense of confusion or discomfort in social situations, perhaps feeling out of place or witnessing behaviors that seem strange or inappropriate. The accordion sound coming from the chicken bags could highlight a sense of dissonance or discord in the environment.
Walking by your childhood home and seeing cracks in the glass may symbolize feelings of vulnerability or fear of something breaking or shattering in your life. The suspicion of intentional vandalism could represent feelings of mistrust or uncertainty in your surroundings.
The act of changing your grandfather's diaper and feeling hesitant, yet ultimately capable and nurturing, may symbolize a desire to confront difficult or uncomfortable situations with compassion and care. The transformation of your grandfather into a baby that you hold close may represent a need for comfort, reassurance, and emotional healing.
Showing off the clean baby to the partygoers and feeling joy could symbolize a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction in taking care of others and receiving positive feedback. The argument about the fictional place Palagae may suggest a struggle to recall or make sense of certain memories or experiences.
Overall, this dream may reflect a mix of emotions related to caregiving, vulnerability, social dynamics, and a search for meaning or resolution in past connections and present situations. It may be beneficial to reflect on these themes and explore any underlying feelings or concerns that arise from the dream.